Who is mama ?

who am I ? :v

I'm up there ↑

ABOUT MYSELF

  • I'm a french guy 🥖

  • I love everyone <3

  • That's pretty much it <3

WHAT I LIKE

Ya like jazz 😏

THE GAMES I LIKE

  • Undertale

  • Until Then

  • Danganronpa

  • Celeste

  • Hollow knight

MY SOCIAL MEDIAS

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Damn

You went this far ? I didn't know you'd do that ! Well I don't have an arg to give you anymore if that's what you were searching for... Actually, stopping this arg lead me to think I should stop a lot of things...
You know, I always wanted a lot of people to look at me, that's my dream since I was a small child... Although I tried hard to... Well do that, I couldn't get myself to do it... Not the right way, not the way people wanted... And today... Well today even having a relationship is hard ! Like even a friends relationship! I always yearn for too reassurance, and I never really ask them how they are doing, never showing them I care, making them think I'm just a selfish motherfucker... Am I ? At this point I believe so ... I loved a lot of people, and everyone I loved ended up leaving me behind... And I don't improve, they all leave me... And it's always my fault !
Every day I go like "hey I'm not okay !" Or "yo wanna hang out ? I almost hanged myself !!" And never "hey dude how's it going wanna MC ?"...
That makes me want to... Well end it all... Even more today where I find a lot of my friends making distance with me for god knows why... So yeah... I think even though I'm only 15, it might be time for me to face the reality that the world's nothing but a bitch that wants to piss in my mouth, cover me in shit and idk fuck me in the ass.... I really want to end it all... I try really hard to find beautiful things in life and all, but I just can't get myself to feel better...
It's not a goodbye message, I'll probably won't ever kms because I'm too much of a fearful little gnat who annoy all his friends for nothing because it doesn't change anything. A weight to others, that's what I am and what I'll always be... Thank you for reading tho, you won't be able to do anything now tho ! But thank you anyway
I love you reader ! Whoever you are :)